They said - Go where you are valued, so I ran back to God. Why did I run back to God and not towards God? God knew me since I was in the womb of my mother. When I came into this world , I met different people since my birth. My mother, father, brother, friends , relatives, classmates, colleagues, neighbors, spouse. But, do all of them value me? No! I didn't come across even one person in my life who gave value to me. When I felt that, I had to run back to God who knew me. The only one God who valued me. I had to run back to Him. Go where you are valued!
When many think of living life to the fullest, I always think of dying peacefully. Many thank God for gifting another day in their life, but I started asking God Why another Day? When many lost their lives in this pandemic and few thank God because they are alive, I ask God, why didn't you include me in the list of people who died. Yes, I always think of dying instead of living. What would happen when I am dying? Will angels surround me to take me to heaven or will the demon drag me to hell ? Will I be dying peacefully? Will I be surrounded by my loved ones? Will I be able to say goodbye to them? Will I be dying while I am asleep ? Will I even get to know when I am dying? What would be my last words? Living or Dying ?